Escape from Heaven full of my Badd Blood (is beside you)

My room is soaked with my blood,
it's because I'm been so thirsty I drink my own blood
Cut the arms or the legs by disinfected cheap cutting-knife
and suck the dark-red fluid by the dried and rough mouth


It tastes no nice but no bad, and no flavor,
exactly speaking, it's not able to be tasted anyhow
This is NOT a phlebotomy denpendence, BUT
a way to make the human stay alive


Fired, tax-increased, and suffered from 5 different diseases,
Hearing the mad man's screaming, seeing the irregularly assembled garbages,
and feeling no one could manage these problems without myself


Latest news says the average Japanese man's life-span has been longer (78yrs and more?)
and I realized I myself have lived no more than a third of it
What a long and tiring life you have lived and will!
I can hardly stand the insane human life, so
I absorb my blood ;this is the only method for me to keep being sane


That reminds you many kind of old tales, occultistic legends, or
ridiculous cartoons, animations and pc-games, and famous novels
But they all have no relationship with the madnesses above
I'm the only one being in my head who does those crazy behaviors,
I'm the only one who thinks that thought may releave the ill and evil body
That sounds funny, doen't it?